Love is the same as being lost. Except you don’t care that you’re lost.
Jedediah Berry, The Coyote Road: Trickster Tales (via psych-facts)
This week my trainer (the guy i have a crush on) kept on pleasantly annoying me by doing funny childish interruptions and by stealing food from my desk.
He also kept on asking when my break time was but unfortunately we didn’t end up eating lunch together since we have different break time schedules.
But what made me smile is that while i was gone he kept on asking my teammates where i was and what time my break was… And my teammates told me he looked kinda disappointed that he wasn’t able to eat lunch with me.
And yeah, sometimes I text him and he replies immediately.
He told me that i look really good yesterday and I was smiling because he said I’m pretty and he laughed afterwards because my 5-inch heels made me so tall. Taller than everyone else on the team. Hahaha!! XD
I got bro-zoned by him (he considers me just a close friend). We just call each other “bro”. But i don’t mind. I just have a crush on him anyway. Nothing too serious. So i am okay with it. And besides, i am honored that he considers me as a close friend. Also, i am honored that when he has problems… He chooses to approach me and ask me to spare a few minutes to listen to him while he vents out his frustrations.
Well. What was supposed to be a few minutes of talking ends up as 30 minutes, 2 hours, and there was once that we were just supposed to talk for 2 hours… But since we were both hungry… We ate lunch together and ended up talking for another 2 hours! Hahaha! So we had 4 hours of chat in total. :)
I like talking to him but i try not to talk too much because i know he has other things to do and he also needs to go home and sleep..
But yeah, when i talk to him i don’t notice that time flies fast… :3
I will miss him though… After 90 days of being call center agents, we will be classified as “tenured” and he will move on to train the next batch of agents. So I hope that we’ll still be friends and maybe we could hang out sometime soon.
This person is the one that listened to me as I cried when my teammate threatened me. Though i know it is his job to manage the team, when he listened to me as I broke down because I was so scared… I felt sincerity and willingness to help me out.
And after that, after opening up to him about my personal problems and stuff, he opened up things to me as well.
There was one time I was in the middle of a phone call (passenger can’t remember her airline ticket number or any other relevant info so i had to search the database for it) when he went near me and he was looking so upset. He was sitting on the chair next to mine and was rubbing his fingers. I thought he was hurt but he said he wasn’t. So I asked him if he has a problem. He said yes but I told him I won’t probe him about it unless he is comfy telling me about it. Afterwards he asked me if I could spare a few minutes after work so he could have someone to vent out his frustrations. I said i’ll be willing to spare time for him because when I was the one who was troubled he was there to listen to me.
And that’s how we ended up talking for four hours later and a funny lunch date as well.
We were teasing each other and joking around, and we shared family stories and childhood stories as well. :3
The next day, while I was in the middle of a phone call (again), he muted my headset and told me “i think you’re distracted today. Is it because of our date yesterday?” Then I laughed and said, “what date?” On which he replied, “yes, a date. We had a date yesterday… A friendly date”.
I would just like to think he is being playful but it confused me whenever I discover that he looks for me and asks my teammates what my lunch time is. And that issue when he brought up the “date” thing.
I just remind myself of company code of conduct section B that states trainer-trainee relationship is not allowed so I won’t fall too much on him… Gah it is hard.
being famous must be so hard they probably have to shave their legs like everyday
Sweden’s 25 Provinces from North to South
amen to the one who did this!
Currently living in Westrobothnian Lapland, or Saepmie.
I’ve probably been to about half of these…hard to pick a favorite, but Härjedalen had the tastiest water.